Since I have made the decision to follow and live my life authentically, in my true nature. I have witnessed some major shifts happening in my life, to align myself internally and externally with my soul purpose.

Literally within days my ideal property for the Santuary came onto the market. I couldn’t believe it! It is exactly what I was looking for and in the right location too!.  But what does it mean? I have no money to buy it, but it has arrived in the here and now. What am I supposed to do now?

I am trying to stay calm right now but internally I am thinking what is my next step? What do I have to do to be able to finally achieve my dream, to be of service to mankind and to build a place that will do so much for so many people.

So I have thoughts about how to raise the money but I will need in excess of £1,000,000 to make it happen. I certainly don’t have that sort of money nor do I know how much time I have before the property and land is sold.

I don’t want this to slip away because it feels so right. So I am not going to going to give into my doubts but I am going leave it out there and see what happens…. They say if you believe in something enough then you can make it happen! Take an action!

It is this simple, if one million people pledge £1.00 and give it unconditionally with love, then it is done. There are so many people who live on this planet who have can help, who can raise the vibration and help heal our world. It is needed right now. Who will you help me?

If my santuary is all that I saw it to be, it will be money well spent and will benefit so many people all over the world.

Please look into your heart and help me raise this from the ground into a place of healing . In return I will update you through my blog and the website, on how it is going. Each person who donates will be placed in a book created for this build and will be kept in the entrance of the santuary once it is completed.  For all to see who helped to create a space in this world that is truly authentic.

This really needs to have wings and take flight. I don’t have much time so I am asking you to do all that you can to help me reach my magic number and beyond. Tell your freinds and family to join the Earths Alliance and become part of a living dream.

I am more than happy to answer questions about the Santuary on my contact us page on the website.

I promise to answer all enquiries.

Thanks you

Jenny

The physical blocks in my life was just a reflection of the internal blocks within me.

As I laid in my bed for a couple of days after my operation, trying to fathom where my life is and the journey getting there. Questions kept moving in my mind. Am I living the life that I always dreamed of? Why am I here? What is my purpose in life? What is the master plan, the grand design that I was born to do?

Yes I have had a vision about running my own sanctuary, I have seen what it looks like in technicolour detail. I have carried this with me now for over two years but I have never until now realised that this is the one thing that truly resonates within me. I mean that this is what I was supposed to be doing.

I work in media sales and I am a good sales person, but ultimately I am a healer and I realise that I want to be a healer and to be of service to people more than I want to be a media sales person.

So I have made a decision to follow my master plan and make my vision into a reality. I don’t know how, when or where it will happen but I am going to do all that I can to nurture, explore. I trust in the universe that this is already done for me, I just need to take the necessary steps to manifest my true purpose in life.

With this new understanding I feel stronger than i have ever been befoe and I have promised myself that I will to do all that I can to internally and externally live my dream, to create the space for it materialize for me, to attract the right universal vibrations, the right doors to be opened, meeting the right people on my journey who share the same dreams as me. I will keep my heart open and with integrity move forward one step at a time.

Today I start my journey to walk my authentic path.

This is a new experinece for me.

The questions I am now asking myself is what am I to learn from this experience?

To put my trust in those who are to make me better whilst I am in no man land, sleeping the sleep of the dead. Is this symbolic of the blocks that I have in my life that need clearing?

I had all evening to ponder these questions…. I arrived at the hospital at 2.oopm hoping that I will be seen soon and will be home the following day. How wrong could I have been! The surgeon wasn’t even on the premises and was still operating at another hospital and wasn’t expected to arrive before 5.00pm. So I settled myself in for a long wait. 5.00 o’clock passed, then 6, 7, 8 o’clock passed. I was the only one left in the waiting area. The cleaners were cleaning, emptying bins and hoovering, the TV was switched off and I was still sitting there.

Finally at 9.00pm I was told to go with the nurse to took me up to theatre, where I had to got changed into my gown and surgical stocking in the recovery room. I laid on the bed watching people being wheeled in after having their operations. This was new to me, as I watched various people fighting to come back to reality. Some found it hard and struggled, others were crying and some was downright rude and violent towards the recovery staff. I guess not meaning it as they are disoriantated. I wondered what I would be like when I came around after my surgery.

Half past nine I saw the anaesthetist who explained what will happen and checked my name, date of birth.

So I was ready to go under. Bang! gone is 60 seconds….

I awoke to someone calling my name from a great distance, I had no dreams during the operation just a blank. Where did I go? ‘Breathe through your mouth’ I was being told, so that is what I did. I wanted to be good and not cause too much trouble for the staff. I complied and took myself within to a peaceful place. I was taken to the ward and was told by the doctor that they couldn’t complete the operation. In fact I didn’t have polyps after all, just a very servere infection, where over 5mls of puss was removed from my sinus cavity and sent down to be tested. I bleed too much and so they couldn’t complete the procedure to open my sinuses up to allow drainage to happen. So I may have to have the operation again at a later date to correct this.

Was I really hearing this or was I just dreaming the whole thing?

Drifting in and out of my drug induced sleep I called for more pain relief, my mouth and throat ws so dry due to constantly breathing through my mouth, it was horrendous. It made no difference no matter how much I drank.

So the blockage was still there? What did I need to do to clear this?

I was missing something critical for my healing to begin.

It is me, I am the only one who can make my dreams come true!

It has been two years since I had my vision and I have got no further in making it happen.

Up until this point I have never been seriously ill or had to stay in hospital but I have to say that since I had my vision I have been plauged with illness. First I found a lump in my breast two weeks before Easter in 2010. It scared the living daylights out of me, I had to wait for an appointment after Easter and it was one of the lonegest days of my life. Eventually I saw the doctor who confirmed that the lump was suspicious and so he went to do a biopsy finding out that the lump was in fact a cyst which dispersed when it was pierced by the needle.

I was relieved as this could have been so much worse and I gave thanks for my lucky escape.

Then I noticed that I had rouble breathing, my nose was constantly blocked all day and all night. What could this be now. After about six months of living with this struggling to breath at night, keeping my husband awake due to my snoring and feeling tired during the day, suffering with crippling headaches that seem to go on for weeks. I once again took myself to my doctors. Who instantly refereed me to the Ear Nose and Throat Clinic to investigate. I had a tube stuck up my nose, then a CT Scan to find that the entire cavertiy in my sinuses was blocked on the left hand side caused by polyps, resulting in my constant headaches and blocked nose.

I needed surgery to have the polyps removed.

I sat and wondered why after many years of enjoying good health all of a sudden these things was happeining to me?

It is me, I am the only one who can make my dreams come true!

It has been two years since I had my vision and I have got no further in making it happen.

Up until this point I have never been seriously ill or had to stay in hospital but I have to say that since I had my vision I have been plauged with illness. First I found a lump in my breast two weeks before Easter in 2010. It scared the living daylights out of me, I had to wait for an appointment after Easter and it was one of the lonegest days of my life. Eventually I saw the doctor who confirmed that the lump was suspicious and so he went to do a biopsy finding out that the lump was in fact a cyst which dispersed when it was pierced by the needle.

I was relieved as this could have been so much worse and I gave thanks for my lucky escape.

Then I noticed that I had rouble breathing, my nose was constantly blocked all day and all night. What could this be now. After about six months of living with this struggling to breath at night, keeping my husband awake due to my snoring and feeling tired during the day, suffering with crippling headaches that seem to go on for weeks. I once again took myself to my doctors. Who instantly refereed me to the Ear Nose and Throat Clinic to investigate. I had a tube stuck up my nose, then a CT Scan to find that the entire cavertiy in my sinuses was blocked on the left hand side caused by polyps, resulting in my constant headaches and blocked nose.

I needed surgery to have the polyps removed.

I sat and wondered why after many years of enjoying good health all of a sudden these things was happeining to me?

What I do know. Life is about living to the full and experiencing the mad, the funny, the dark, the weird, the magic, the bad and love of every day. That no matter what each day throws at you it gives you another experience, and opportunity for you to grow and learn. Learn something that you never knew about yourself.

Look at yourself, really look, can you honestly say that you are living you life to the full. Living your life like it is your last day with exuberance and abundance?

To have a vegetable garden – where I can grow vegetables to serve to anyone who wishes to stay at the sanctuary.

A herb garden- to learn more about how natural herbal remedies can help heal the mind, body and spirit.

Flower garden – to see the beautiful array of colour each morning when you look out on the sanctuay all year round, given each person a sense of abundance when taking in the surrounding.

 A pond - where you can sit quietly, listen and connect with the spirits of the lake, see the habitants of the pond life as they go about their day to day business.

 A labyrinth – where each person can take a spiritul journey into the centre of themselves and discover the beauty inside.

A cremoninal area - where each person can release through cermony things that they want to shed and leave behind to enable them to move foreward.

A woodlands  – a place to walk and reconnect with the spirit of nature and respect that every living thing has a worth.

A Tepe – a private place where life can be contemplated either in a group or on your own.

A meditation room – Silence where everything is possible, to go within to the self, to the source.

How do you raise enough money? At the moment I am just taking one step at a time and seeing where it gets me. Since the beinging of this year I have raised £500 through subscription and small donations.

Currently I am working on this project on my own but I need to increase my activities. So any ideas of how to raise the money, information about land for sale, anything that would get this project off the ground, please let me know.

I will be doing a blog about how this project is coming on so that you can see exactly how I am doing.  If you have made a donation then you can see where the money is going and how much donation I have built up over the months.

My first goal is to reach £100,000.

Come with me on my journey to create the dream!

Choose to walk in the light

Jenny

P.S. My intentions has already been sent to the universe.